On a Serious note.......

It's midnight, I usually stay up until midnight just for the simple fact that I can. A lot can go through your mind at that hour of the night and as I sit here, eyes watering from being tired, I thought about my life and where it is right now, mostly about family. I rarely see any of my mom's side of the family, i.e. aunts, cousins, uncles and the like and I am sad about that. I am starting to lose my dad also, not physically mind you, but just he has his own life. I am thankful for Lisa and Shannon, they are my family but sometimes you just miss people. My Mom is gone, My brother is in Tennessee and My dad, well, like I said he has his own life, maybe I am just rambling. Sometimes you feel alone, even though there are people around you on all sides. I really am missing mom right now.......... these are just thoughts or the ramblings of a 32 year old man who seems lost in the big, wide scheme of things....